Saturday, November 28, 2009

aku rindu yang tak sudah.....

salam sume...
tetibe ak rase jari2 ak gatal nak post blog baru...
xtao ar nape..
ekceli arini merupakan ari ke-2 raya aidiladha...
tp xde la mood raya sgt...besa la... aidiladha ni x dsmbut
bape meriah mcm adilfitri bgi org2 kt neg jhor ni...
*yeke? pada ak la...haha...*
maybe certain2 people je kot...
len la mcm di neg klantan...
berduyon2 org balik...
ak dgr kt sana aidiladha lbey meriah
banding aidilfitri... btol ke?? ak pn xtau...
mcm fmily ak...pagi aidiladha cuma g smbyg raya..
then tgok org sembleh lembu kt mesjid....
haha....ayah ak rajin la tolg...ak tolg tgok jewp...heh..:P
besa kt kmpg ak yg tukg sembleh ni senior2 citizen je...
yg muda-mudi dok tepi jalan ala2 menteri pelancongan...
turun wat lawatan mangsa banjir...
skali datang....hah...hambik ko... segenggam mari...
*haha...bak kata farayana...*
bukan nk tolong sembleh ke hape ke...
cuma dok tepi negok je lbey...
*termasok la ak..haih...*
pas2 bleh plak berdialog...

"eeeee...tgok lembu 2...beso syot...takut la....lariiiiiiiii......"
"alamak lupa lak nk bwk pisau kat uma...."
"ak xleh la tgok darah....seriau di buatnye..."
"pkck aji...yg ekor ni ad org pny x yg ekor ni??
kalo x sy nk bwk blik....nk wat sup ekor.."

cey2...alasan semata2...
xnk tolg tp byk bunyi plak...
hurm...ad plak yg demand lebey2...
nk yg ekor lah, tulang lah...
kaki pon ad org bedal...haih...
mcm2 ragam laa....

ak sbnrnya sdg mngalami sindrome yg amat kronik..
sindrome rindu yg x sudah..hehe...
ak rindu mcm2 mende skrg ni...
mybe sbb ak ad byk masa trluang
yg ak xtau apa nk di buat sejak 2 menjak ni....
so ak ad byk msa tok berfikir...
and brtubi2 la kerinduan dtg kat sume mende...uhuk3...

korang msti pnah rasa mende yg sme kan?
nga lepak sowang2 kat bilik....
bace buku ke...kemas meja ke...
tetibe pe yg korang nga bwat cam ilang fokus...
korang jd tdiam lame n temenung jap...
korang tetibe teringat kat mende2 yg korang
nak sgt jd reality tym 2..
ak kekadang leh jd lame giler duk tmenung...
last2 sume keje terbantut..
~haha...


ak windu sgt kat senyuman mak ak...
biler tiap kali ak bgtau result ak yg mletop2 tyme skola dlu..
ak msti hepi tgok mak ak excited biler ak bjaye...
cm2 jgak la ayah ak...tp dia cool je...
xde la nk tnjuk sgt... besa la laki kn ego....
ak dpt rsa wlaupn ak xnmpk...
mama ak...die r paling kecowh bgtau sume mak2 sdare ak..
member2 die...ag2 result PMR dlu..ak dpt 7A's..
*ok la wlaupn xdpt str8 'A*
peksa hujg tawon dpt no.1..
*masa skola rendah je la...haha...mnegah pn ad gak 2,3 kali...*
ag2 ble akhir tahun ambk award skola jmput mak ayah dtg skali...
dye nangis2 plok ak pas tgk result 2..siyesss...
mama ak mmg mudh taching2 ni...
walaupn kecik pny hal...
mama slalu bangga ngn ak...
mak mana yg xbangga anaknya berjaye...
satu2nya anak lelaki dye...
*xtau lps ni ad ag x..*
cm2 gak la be ak ckp kat dye ak dpt angerah dekan sem lepas...
hopefully ak bleh kekalkn smpi abis diploma...
insyaallah...
lgpown slame ni ak study giler2 bgai nk rak...
smate2 nak bg mama ayah ak hepi..
biar r ak pening cmne pown..
janji ak dpt tgk dorang tersenyum..
ak nk balas jasa dorg...
yg susah pyh slama ni...
dn itu bagai satu kepuasan yg amat sgt dalam diri ak...

ak windu sgt kat adik2 ak...
*adik kandung yee..xmen adik2 angkat ni..."
kalo tak de dorg kt uma ni rasa sunyi sgt...
ag2 yg no 3 dn 4 tu...
hehe...ske cubit pipi dorg...
kacau dorg...sepak bontot dorg...
kdg2 smpi merah pipi bdk 2..
hehe...
jahat pny abang...
ak ske panggil dorg 'gendut'..
mksdnye badan yg gemuk sdkit tp comel...
msti dorg mrah n cubit ak balik...
hehe...ye la gurau2 kn...
rsa hepy je dpt kacao dorg...
gelak kuat2...
mcm hilg kjap problms ak...
tyme bosan2 xtau pe nk wat...
kdg2 ak call dorg...
tny watpe..da makn blom..
hehe...rindu sgt!!!
ak rindu kat kedua2 atuk n nenek ak...
ak kamceng dgn atuk n nenek sblh mama...
sbb kcik2 dlu dorg yg jaga ak...
slalu g kebun sama2...
tido uma dorg...
kadg2 smpi xnk balik...hehe...
sampai skrg...
kalo blik cuti mesti g jengok uma dorg...
ak rindu arwah atok blah ayah ak...
dye mninggal tyme ak drjh 4..
ak terkilan xdpt jmpa tyme dia mnggal...
dye mnggal kat tanak suci mekah..
tyme tgh wat haji...
tak sorg pn dpt berada disisi dye tyme 2..
wlaupn dye prgi haji tyme 2 bersama arwah paklong
n nenek ak sekali...tp dorg trpksa tglkn sbb nk wat wukuf..
ble dpt berita dorg pn xdpt tgok jgk...
sedeyh sgttt... :'(
ak rindu tyme kecik2 slalu pinjam besikal dye..
mndi kat perigi dye...
hurmm.....
rndu nak duk lepak sme ngn mmber2 kolej..
dgn fara..yana..daus..
teman ak overnight smpi mlm2 bute..
kol 5 pgi bru balik...haha...
g sunway..alamanda..pavilion..mines..
semata2 nk cri wayg tgok 2012 pny pasal..
tp tket abis...cm cilak tol la wayg 2..haha...
tapi ttp bes n enjoy kuar dgn korg...siyes!!
i really miss that moment...

ogy...
teman ak lepak selalu..
teman tapi mesra...
dia amat manis..dn jga baik hati...
ah..ah..ah...
dia slalu ad waktu utk mnegurku...
shoping kt jusco..alamanda..
karoke..n mcm2 ag la..
peneman ak yg setia..
n pengubat ati ak yg duka lara..
tyme ak boring2..
msti call n msg dye...gelak2..
haha.....
xprnh rsa bosan..
ad je menda nk ckp n cerita..
thanks ogy...ko lah member sejati ak..


syakir..bob..
bekas romet ak...
dlu slalu laypak makn dgn dorg..
kmana dorg pegi msti ak follow...
pnjm moto bob tyme sem 1..
stay uma dye kat cheras...
overnight destinasi msti putrajaya..
len tempat xde...
haha...
2 je la yg mampu kta prgi dgn moto kn tyme 2...
hehe...
tp sejak da dok uma sewa len2...
cm da jarg jmpe...
tp stil jumpa la...2 pon ak yg g uma ko bob..
haha...
xkesah la..jnji korg ttp kawan ak...


loqman...
romet n skrg hosmate ak..
slalu tompang keta dye...
byk susahkn dye kdg2...
dgr cerita ak...gosip panas...
pape msti story kat dye dlu..
hehe...
byk benda aku cite kat dye...
ko je taw loqman...
jgn smpi ad makhluk len tau...
siap AGA 1133 ko kang...
tinggal rim je ak kejekan...
haha...

n ramai ag la...
sory la kalo xmention...
nk sebut semua kang xmuat plak...
tp ak tetap rindu kat korg smua..
nk gelak sesama...
nak hepi cam slalu...
nak senyum cam dulu...
ak nak ketawa cam dulu...
~kalau r sume 2 leh ak dapat skrng...

ak x jd cmni....
ak x sebosan mcm skrg!!!


Thursday, November 12, 2009

nothing gonna change my love for you...

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

feveret story of me..

erm....aargh... pe ak nk wat intro ek???
blurr argh.... ermm....
tp ak still nk tulis somethin....
argh pape jelah... hik3.... :)
salam 1 malaysia...
ok...*serios mode*
firstly thanks la 4 those yg ad bce last post ak 2..
hik3... n thanks also kpd yg bg komen2..haha...
ad yg kata ayat aku pedazz....ad yg kata aku lazerrrr.....
oooouch.... lazer sgt ke mak ni nyahh???
hahaha..... jnji aku lah 'azwan ali wanabe' yeeee???
haha... spe xkenal blog sensasi si mulut puake azwan 2..
harusnya kena cancer molot bru taw....
tak pasal2 sumbing mulut ko sebelah nnt...
haha...jgn marah yee abg azwan n peminat2 setia dia....
i gurau je...
*ad ke dorg nk bce blog ak ni???*
haha....jnji ak taw nk muhasabah diri sendri sedeyhhh...
haih...xkozer nk ngumpat org pagi2 ni....

erm... terlanjur ak cerita psl feveret story ni...
sume org mesti ad rancangan kegemaran dorg sendirikn??
x kesah la telenovela sepanyol ke, crita indon ke, drama mlayu ke,
crita hendustan yg dok guling2 tu ke....pape je la crita yg ad kt tv 2....
erm...
aku kalo telenovela sepanyol ni kurg pham bhsa dia..
bce subtitle pn naik berpinar biji mata ak ni...
indon lagi la aku xlyn..
cerita merepek-merapu xlogik lgsg!
kejap ad ibu peri (pari-pari) lah, nenek kebayan la...
melalot btol crita diorg...
drma melayu plak... tgok la.. certain 2 mmg best..
mcm yg bru2 ak tgok ni...
papadom...very the vassss gituw.... first class!
siyess mak x tipu ko nyahh...!
haha...g la tgok kt wayg... da 2 kali ak tgok...
jln cerita n dialog pn ak dh bley hfl dah...haha...
industan? lagi lah ak xlyn...
bygkan..hero berguling atas tanah... maen hujan..
kena tembak 3 kali pn xmati lgi???
siap bleh bangun balik pas2 ambk pisau tikam plak org yg tembak dia???
glerr kebal nyawa si hero 'botol kicap' ni kn???
haha... haih...

dan ni lah fevet story aku paling feveret...
di senarai top list aku ni ranking paling atas...




AIR CRASH INVESTIGATION yeee...
cik cik jah....kak kak nom sume...
penah x korg tgok cerita ni??
hah?? xpenah???
2 la... ad astro discovery xnk bkk..
tau nk menepek depan tv bkk 'astro teruna' je
24 jam ye alkaedah nye??
*astro aruna (teruna) haha...*
aku mmg mnat glerr la tgok citer ni..
it's a real situation cerita pasal kapal terbang yg pernah terhembas dlu..
dilakonkn semula berdasarkan rakaman suara pilot
didalam kokpit mggunakn teknologi
perfileman terkini...
bayangkn kapal terbang 2 terhempas...
xkn la dy nk wat real situation kott..
nk g hempaskan kapal terbang tiap2 episod??
kalo 30 episod? xke abis mati sume pelakon cite 2 cik bedah???
haha.. exceley...
cite ni diadapatasi dari kisah sebenar...
n then dilakonkn balik guna simulation kapal terbang..
but it's look so real..! gorges beb!
teror argh org putih wat filem dorg...
citer ni maen kat discovery channel astro 553..
setiap rabu pukol 11.00 mlm...
so.. kepada yg berkesempatan..
tgok la ehhhh citer yg berfaedah ni..
renung-renungkan..selamat beramal!!!!!!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

in behind the love...

salam 1 malaysia....selamat gak aku sampai kat umah terchenta ni... adoiyai.. fenin btol kepala otak aku ni dok mghafal subjek business comunication bagai nk rak... last2 lepas gak azab.. ni aku tgh dok leypak2 kat uma bgi hilang sume ilmu business communication yg dok serabut dlm kepala... malam td pn aku da buat upacara bakar buku business comunication 2 dah..haha... hopefully sem depan xdeh lah aku n jmpa subjek yg cm lahanat ni... oooiiiiitttt... x kozerrr aku nak menghafal banyak2! bgi aku buat kira2 xpe.. 2 ak memeng ske...hehe....

okeyhlah sebelum aku membebel dgn lbey panjang lebar ag... sbnrnya aku pn tgh get confuse... ni pehal plak la tbe2 ak nk wat tajuk post ala2 drama telenovela sepanyol ni?? ade love-love sume...eeeeeeeee...geli plak rsanya ble bce balik...haha.. sebenornya, td aku baru je bkk facebook... pastu plak ak tengok rmai plak member2 yg nk letak status diri mereka... bla2*(nama dorg la) is single... adoiyai... aku taw la ko 2 single ag.. xpyh le nk tulis ala2 nk promot diri kat dlm facebook gituuu... ape dh desperate sgt ke dorg ni? haih...ntah pape jelah nyah...! janji asal dorg bhgia sudeeyyyhhh...

haha... cte pasal single-mingle ni....

.........bg korang jd SINGLE 2 best x?

aku da penah rase couple n aku pown penah break up n penah single n penah mnggatal n mcm2 lg la yg jadik...tp pengalaman ak mybe x sebanyak boye2 darat kat luar 2..haha... yela..umur pn br 19 tawon...mcm2 ak x hadap lg.. masih muda bergetah n maseh aktif diranjang..ngaaaaaaaaa~*pape jela fahimy..janji ko hebat*pensannzz…
sekarang aku kembali single n solo...
adoiyai….bg ak sume period ade syok n x syok nye..tp ak selesa kalo

aku SINGLE..(wat msa neyh la…)
memandangkan aku pon xde la desperate sgt nk brpsgan…
bukan sebab xde yg nak yeeee... so far dah 3 org ak reject (bukan break up)... siyesss... sbb dorg xcukup menepati ciri2 piawaian ISO 9001 dan xlepas cop sirim... ~ngggeeehhh....
bukan la aku ni nk jual mahal...tidak sama sekali.. tp sbb2nya bca la smpi abes dlu ade aku mention kt bawah nnt...

sbb pada aku if ko single…
ko xyah pening2 nk jage feeling partner ko..xyah nk cover perangai gle ko.. xyah isau kalo ko nak bergaul ngn sume makhluk kat dunia ni..
sbb bkn sume org dpt terime perangai baboon aku ni..ngeh3~


tp smpai satu tahap... korg xleh lari dari rase sunyi..ko mcm nak kan rase syg yg btol2 pure n constant dari ONE PERSON..yg ko rasa sgt match ngn ko.. sgt understanding..
n boleh terima ko seadanya..
lantak la ko ni gemok ke..muke pecah rumah ke..
dada ala2 Pamela Anderson ke..
bontot itik ke..
dorang x kesah pn.. n dorang...
~x rase pelik...
x rase terancam..
x rase malu..
n boleyh plak dorang rase sayang ngn ciri2 korang 2...
n terima korg ni seadanya...
*waaahhh....stim plak taip mende ni*
hahahahaha.....bodow tol..~

tp bg aku... aku payah sket nak sayang kat org ni...*serious mode*
sume 2 bley adjust...bila dia dah mai...kita bleh adjust...hehe...
*dipetik dari ayat pak syeikh aku dgn gaya2 tangan dia sekali...haha...*

kalo ak tetibe feeling kat ‘some one’ ni pn... I mean ade laaa kt sorg girl ni…,
*gle ko mmg la girl….xkn aku minat laki plak…ooooouchhh*
aku campak feeling2 ak tuh jaoh2 msuk lobang jamban...flush tros.. ak lg suke kite lepak..kenal lame2...explore mcm2..then br nmpk keserasian 2..
kalo x..biar jela.. we still friends..
best fren instead…
Kalo ak ske org 2 pon..
Blum tentu plak org 2 ada same feeling kat ak???
sbb ak x suke kalo org 2 jd mual ngn ak...
bosanboringfedup...
pastu nk jaoh kn diri…xmao cakap…
malu cover2 bagai nk rak…
kalo mual sbagai member ak ok lg..
kalo mual +muak+benci +meluat ngn ak time couple
arrgghhh..~!! xgle tekanan mental dowh..
pada aku la…
*ini yg aku sentiasa ade dalam diri aku..*
slgi blum sesuai dgn msanya…baik kite mmber2 je dlu.. simpan r feeling 2 dlu jaoh2..
pendam dlu feeling 2 dlm2..
smpi 1 tahap ble aku btol2 ckup sedia… feeling 2 dia dah mai...
then I wil proceed to next stage..
xmau la terburu2
ni bkn soal maen2 beb…
ni soal hati n perasaan...
sbb ak da cukup saket hati
n da cukup buat org len saket hati..
biler feeling2 syg cmni timbul.... biler ak suke sumone 2..
then tetibe ngn xde surat mnyurat rasmi...
apetah lg tanpa pengumumam dari penyimpan besar mohor raja2.
Msti ak akn teroooss je ckp kat dia...
'saya suka la kat awak, sy syg dan sy chenta awak'....
(~ngeeeee3....*gle stim aku taip ayat ni...* gle ko fahimy...haih...romantik plak tetiba..
ni contoh je...hakikat xprnh luahkn pon dgn cara ni...haha...)
B4 it get tooo late
If not…biarlah ak simpan dlm ati dlu…
kalo ada, ada lah..
kalo xde…
mgkin tuhan 2 lbey taw..
cinta xpyh cari… dia datang sndri..
spew pon dia, cmne dia, 2 kuasa n kerja tuhan…
tuhan dah tetapkan takdir dan jodoh setiap kejadiannya...
kita hanya mampu merancang, tuhan yang tentukan segalanya...
*tbe2 alim plak...*

eleh beb, perempuan bkn sorg la beb dlm dunia ni…
arini ko jmpa yg cenggini..
sok lusa ntah cmne lak ko bleh jmpa…x ke terkesima ko dibuatnye cik jah??
suke ke x ni???
msti la suke nyahh o0ooitt...ko ni giler ke ape??

Hahahahaha……peace… ;p
salam satu malaysia...dari hati ke hati.. tulus eklas...




arghhh...rsa cam nk meraong sekuat ati je ble bce akhbar pancaindera, ahad 1 nov 2009 ble dapat taw wanita idaman hati aku nk dh nak kawin... adoiyai... hancur harapan..punah ranah... yela sape x tertarik dgn wanita idaman malaya ni ooittt... aku rsa mak nyah n bapok2 pon bleh gila sasaw tgok nasha aziz ni taw...nak2 tyme blakon cite awan dania tu...hamboiiii...pensazzzzz...

erm.. xpe lah da smpai jodoh ko nasha oii... spe pn pilihan ko... kte tgok je la nnt.. aku sebagi peminat doakan ko bahagia la hendaknya smpi hujung hayat... walupn aku taw ko x prnh nk bce blog aku ni.. haha...kalo dia bce pon mao tak dy ludah muka ak ni... mka seposen ada hati nk kat nasha aziz??? cermin la diri 2 hoooittt....haha..